You’ve just dropped your third EP, how does this feeling compare to when you made your debut in 2019?
I even remember how I felt when I announced the first one. I posted the picture, and I threw my phone to the other side of the room. I didn’t want to know. There was a lot of anticipation, I was excited. With this third EP, again there's a lot of anticipation, but this time because of how long it’s been. I’m very anxious for people to hear the direction I want to go in, but of course, I’m excited because the music's good!
What is the one thing you want to achieve through this latest project?
I want it to be the soundtrack to people's lives. I know I couldn’t be the only one going through what I did over the past year. Emotionally, the growth, the turmoil, manoeuvring mental health, manoeuvring adulthood, just becoming. Becoming is so painful and people don't talk about that, they romanticise becoming, it’s not cute, it's actually really, really hard to do. And I wish someone told me that, you know the whole girl boss thing, you’re going to be the highest version of yourself, it's going to be beautiful, you're going to be this and you're going to be that. They don’t tell you how you're gonna cry, you’re gonna lose friends, and people are gonna hate the higher version of you. You're gonna feel lonely or feel alone, you're going to question your faith, you're gonna go through a turbulent time trying to get to the other side. I hope people hear and feel that with this project.
Relatability is a common theme across your music, is this something you put thought into when songwriting?
I talk to no one, I don’t talk to anyone about my issues, but give me a beat and some serious production. I will write as I've never written before. You never really go through an experience by yourself. Whatever I'm going through, someone, somewhere in the world can relate to the situation as well. It's a shared experience and I think they hold more weight than trying to be profound. That's why we love Summer Walker, that's why we love SZA. It’s flat out, this is the truth. Someone in the corner will be thinking, Oh my God, I did that too, it’s a very natural process.
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Which particular artists inspired you at the start of and throughout your journey?
I listened to ABBA, they’ve got hooks for centuries, Destiny’s Child, Brandy, Luther Vandross, Daniel Cesar, HER, all the noughties R&B, obviously SZA & Summer, there are so many influences in my music. I love texture, I love tone. I had to learn how to use my tone and listening to those people gave me confidence just to sing.
How does it now feel to see your name in articles, nominations, and line-ups alongside some of the same people you grew up listening to and more?
It's weird. It's strange, but it's a very mad feeling to think something is unattainable and then attain it. But that’s kind of life. I was talking to a friend, and he was like 15-year-old Bellah, if she saw you today, she would be like you made it, and I'm here going; I haven't even done anything. It's very mad. It's very crazy. I'm blessed. I thank God man. It just affirms that I'm on the right track, my dreams are becoming reality. Slowly but surely.
Talk to me about Wireless, surely that must have been you in your element?
It’s so mad because at first, I was scared of the stage, and then I got on it and I was like I know this; I’ve been here numerous times before. It was my first ever Wireless Festival, I've never been, even just in the crowd. The fact that my first ever one was on the main stage is so crazy to me.
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When did you realise music was the only profession you wanted to pursue?
I think I was 17. I went to a Beyonce concert. After I watched her, I was on the train home thinking to myself, wow, I'm really gonna go home and just live a normal life after what I've seen? She inspired greatness in me, it was so life-changing from then. Everything just seemed to fall into place. I needed that visual reminder. I don't know what about it felt attainable to me - and it's not that I can be Beyonce - but there was a level of greatness in that arena that I felt like I could touch. So yeah, when I was 17, I would say the light bulb went off.
How do you reflect on the past year personally?
It’s been a very, very long year. People say that the year has sped past, but I just feel like, wow, it’s only September? Crazy. I just think when you've been going through the motions and you've been working for so long in your life, It feels like centuries.
What advice would you give to people on the verge of entering adulthood?
I'm still always learning. I'm still figuring it out. I’d be lying if I said I know exactly what I've done correctly to be where I am today. All I can say is to try your hardest, and don't give up. Continue. Continue wanting to learn. I didn't plan any of this. I just showed up. I think that's the best advice I could ever give to anyone, just show up. You never know what's gonna happen when you show up. I didn't have to do half the things I did; I could have turned down so many opportunities without realising, showing up has helped me become who I am today.